XOXO SARAH

Wow that was a long time ago. I can’t believe I said stuff like that. Okay here’s the deal, I know I haven’t posted in almost a year but after a while I just thought it would be weird if I posted after so long. But today I realized I have something to say. Well sort of. First lets start with my expectations. I don’t actually think anyone will ever read this or anything but I think it’s a good way to vent my feelings, to stay writing in the very least. And if anyone does ever read this well then good luck deciphering this hodgepodge of thoughts. So I probably won’t write all that often, just when I feel like it.

Since the last time I posted a lot of things have happened. Here’s the basic lowdown. I’m a sophomore, I’m taking psychology, english, crafts and photography A day B day, and civics and economics. I’m single. I’m working on my IB personal project in Fashion/Portrait Photography. I just had my b-day but I won’t get my license until the beginning of July. My mom works at the Raptor Center now and my dad is still a professor at UNCC.

I feel like last year’s posts seem really…weird. I was so stuck up almost. Like telling people how to handle guys when I don’t have any idea myself really. Haha I’m such a drama queen at heart. Oh my gosh I also used to post my Facebook statuses as Taylor Swift lyrics and hope my boyfriend/exboyfriend would get the hint. I can’t believe I was so uncomfortable with guys. But then, I really haven’t had a bf since like april anyways so I wouldn’t know if I’m really willing to share my feelings with a guy. Sometimes I wish I had a bf just so I had someone that I saw everyday or at least talked to everyday that I could tell everything. But then when a senior asked me out earlier this semester I said no because I didn’t think I had time to deal with a bf. So who knows, maybe if the right person asked.

I’m trying to change my style to a more artsy bohemian feel. I just feel like my clothes are such a turmoil of different styles and aestetics. I wanted to pick one that went with who I am and who I want to be. I tried to cut up some of my old clothes today. It was awful and an epic fail. Good thing I don’t want to be a fashion designer. Maybe a stylist, a store buyer, or some other field in fashion. My mom has definitely not accepted this yet, she still wants me to be an engineer. I feel like everyone wants me to be something I’m not. All I want to do is apply to the Fashion Institute of Technology in Manhattan, the London College of Fashion, or Parsons, major in Fashion Merchandising, and get a job under a stylist, a designer, or at a major fashion magazine. But they all think I should go to Harvard or Dartmouth or somewhere Ivy League. I don’t know…. I guess I have another year or two to convince them or figure out that I want to do something else. I do also like human rights, traveling, and government work. Maybe I’ll pick something like that but I wouldn’t say I’m exactly passionate about it.

So basically my life is a mess, it has been a mess, it will probably always be a mess. Alrighty I’m signing off.

XOXO

SARAH

😉

Well it’s a bran new semester! I have an all new set of classes, Earth Environmental Sceince, English, World History, and Biology. All the hard classes. I’m not too worried but I know I’m going to have to work hard to get all A’s like last semester. I think I’m really going to like World History once we get past prehistory. Prehistory is all archeology and anthropology which my dad has a doctorate in so it’s all stuff i’ve been hearing about since I was like five. Bio seems like it’s a lot of what we learned last year, good thing I had a great teacher, I loved ms. phleiter last year, she was hard but she taught us a boat load of stuff. The teacher has sort of a dry sense of humor and she seems cool. Earth/Enviro might be hard, hard to tell, but I really like ms. huth, she seems cool, kinda lazy and relatable. I ate english. I mean the teacher is nice enough but I dislike the class. I can keep up with it I think but only because I loved my teacher last year so much. Mrs. Norfleet falls way short of Mrs. Witte. Miss her loads.

But other than new teachers I also have a new boyfriend! He’s awesome, he’s super sweet and I love spending time with him. Where the other ones would just send me a text he call every night to say good night, I love him to death for that. Though sometimes I’m not so nice cause I’m tired, but I like to think I make it up later. I’ve known him for a while, we “went out” in elementary school, but I haven’t really seen him since then. We were pretty good friends 1st semester but when I broke up with will he asked me out. I really wanted to say yes but my mom wouldn’t let me until this semester. That’s one of the other cool things about him, he waited 2 months to go out with me. I couldn’t wait that long, I get bored easily… But he’s so great, I hope it lasts a lot longer than my recent boyfriends.

With the new semester also started soccer conditioning. I’ve only been to one so far cause I missed the first one and then we got a boatload of snow so the other ones were canceled but it’s been pretty hard core. We ran four four hundreds and then four two hundreds. But we’re going to have to run a mile and a half in 11 minutes for tryouts and I suck at running so I’m a lot worried. Plus I’m missing the actual tryouts because I’m going on this three day trip to the Outer Banks for Bio. I’m a bad tryer outer anyways so maybe since I’ll get to practice with the team a little my chances will be better. That’s what I’m hoping at least.

Well that’s it for now! Love Love Love!

SARAH

This is just a quick little post, I’ll probably post later after glee. I just wanted to get caught up on the last day or so. Visiting Piedmont was pretty fun, Jose was wrong when he told me there was going to be a musical rehearsal, I opened the door and it was dark. Blurg. But I got to see some old teachers, Mrs. Madan (….), Ms. Carlson (she’s engaged!), Ms. Stoneburner (Now Mrs. Bell! lol Mel Bell.), and Ms. Delery (good old davidson gal). Like, none of the eighth grade teachers were there, they scadadal at the bell I guess. So I chilled, tutored some sixth graders, it was all good. My ankle refuses to heal but my face is all better, sorta. I’m still all bruised from saturday too but I hope I can practice tomorrow. Savannah’s going to come out! Speaking of sports, there was a soccer meeting today. Lordy. I feel bad for those varsity girls, of course I’ll try to get to that level of play but it looks like it’s going to be really competitive. I’m going to have to get on it and start conditioning now. But that’s about the extent of my day. Oh yeah, in case I didn’t say before, the drama is mostly over, i know one of my friends and i are pretty much good as new, not so sure about the other. But hey, everything heals with time.